no idea.

I'm tired of being bored. I need some new single friends that don't have kids. Seriously-the people at Union Jacks have to be sick of seeing me. It's really pathetic that I don't have a real hobby or goal in life. Well, I take that back, I have goals, but nothing noteworthy-and nothing that I've even tried to accomplish. I have a grand idea of many things in my mind, but no motivation. I guess I need a reason for everything-it's the control freak in me that can't live without it. Boo-hoo. Maybe I'll let go someday...relinquish control to someone else or no one at all and actually get some enjoyment out of this boring life.